The past 3 years...

Lately, on my Facebook, I've been posting a lot about missing things. I've been through a lot in the past 3 1/2 years, and anyone who knows me will tell you I'm a lot different than I used to be, too. In those last few years, I've moved 11 times, gotten engaged, married, and separated (we are working on the divorce), found someone new who I am planning on marrying as soon as this divorce business is over, had a baby with him, moved in with his parents until we find out own place...and lots of other things. Sometimes I miss those times, and I like to write about them. Let me start off with a basic about me. I'm 22, as I said I've already been married and it didn't work out, I have a one month old (today!!), an amazing boyfriend who has stuck with me through some amazingly difficult times, and a cute cat who has been with me since I moved away from my home state...he was my Christmas present in 2009. His name is Ninja, my son's name is Jayce Maddox, and my boyfriend's name is Brannon. I call him Brano because that was always his nickname. I'm sure I'll be talking about all three of them a lot...they're my world! I am an artist at heart, and one of my ultimate desires is to learn as much as I can about why people act the way they do. I'm a natural psychologist and sociologist...and anthropologist. I love everything about people, and at the same time I despise a lot of things about them too. People can be selfish and deceitful...or sweet and thoughtful. That's why I love knowing why they do what they do. I can read someone extremely easily no matter the circumstances. I'm an artist. I find a way to make art with whatever I do...whether it be writing, actual art, speaking, putting together and taking apart objects...you name it, I find a way to make it artistic. Art is what defines me and I know people can see it when they look at me (or so I think. lol). Part of my nostalgic moments lately has been thinking of Florida. I lived there for a little over a year this past year. It was where a lot of things took place, such as getting my first real apartment (with Jim, the ex, and Brano eventually), him leaving the apartment and stealing all my stuff (did I mention he's SUCH an awesome guy? -.-), meeting a lot of my good friends, finding out what it's like to be on my own...finding out I was pregnant...lol. That came as a huge surprise to us. Brano and I had t been together for more than a month when we found out. I felt kind of bad at first because he, at that point, wasn't quite ready to be a dad. But now of course he is and he does amazing with Jayce. He has only the MOST love and compassion for him. :) I will post later when I get on my piece of crap computer (which at the moment is blue screening so I have to fix that...) what I have been writing about the past...and I will add a post too.